Trapped

Trapped Woman

It hurts gently like the cold rain

I wipe them,

 the tears rolling down

and yes, beyond recognition

lies my past

with mixed shades of pink and brown

 where I stood at departure holding my faith

waiting for the moment

that never came

and will never come

because the verdict was announced

and there was a bedlam

and the fragrance of pain

is all over the air

so I get up and rise still in pain

because I am strong

to remind everyone

that strong doesn’t mean no pain

Photo by Priscilla Du Preez on Unsplash

 

Time doesn’t heel always

Time heals griefs and quarrels, for we change and are no longer the same persons. Neither the offender nor the offended are any more themselves.

– Blaise Pascal

It doesn’t hurt anymore, for that I must thank you,

Though forgetting promises has become part of you,

Some questions are still awaiting answers,

And here I am wondering if you can help with few.

Talking about the one above us, I heard he doesn’t exist anymore,

But the truth is that your glance is as good as worshipping at his door.

Oh short lived love but colorful love

Since the time you left, my lips haven’t stopped complaining

Ever since the ship of my heart has been dangling and sinking…

And now the tears have begun a revolt

My heart is now overflowing with tears, so cold.

Your absence is interrupting my life…

Ever heard of a broken heart that still wants to beat?

Because now the heartbeat is almost a need…

Pain has never been a one way transaction, so can you please stop hurting?

The day you will realize this, oh you will be back with your love spurting.

Just one question – why is this life becoming a haunt?

Awaiting the last breath has pretty much become a want

I am done calling out for you, now it’s your decision

Not sure what I am waiting for, but waiting has become a habit, without compulsion….

Silence – a Punishment

When words become unclear I will content with silence and the sound that will make is not going to be pleasant, I promise…!”

-Self

The most awaited dusk has now gone

Believe me, it still hurts at the same place

We haven’t spoken a word and here comes the dawn

Times haven’t changed, my heart still gets lost in the same old maze

In this new world of mine, i am still reminded of you and old times

As they begin to drag me to the past

Its my right and my wish as well

Let me just stay unconscious, it heals me fast

If you ever miss me, just close your eyes

Even closed eyes can give you satisfaction immense

Its your destiny, your path, your tries

Still the pain in MY heart grows dense

It’s because of you there exists a weird happiness

Life isn’t the same unfair game for everyone

The words that didn’t do their magic then

See – without a word spoken now, the game is done

Loved you to moon and back

and faced the consequence

These wishes don’t ever come true

Regardless of what you gain, the lesson here is

At this point in time, life always turns blue

Let this dream be a dream for ever

Because when love scars it cuts deep

Its impossible to bear this pain again

Its difficult to say goodbye once again, for the promises you didn’t keep…