Time doesn’t heel always

Time heals griefs and quarrels, for we change and are no longer the same persons. Neither the offender nor the offended are any more themselves.

– Blaise Pascal

It doesn’t hurt anymore, for that I must thank you,

Though forgetting promises has become part of you,

Some questions are still awaiting answers,

And here I am wondering if you can help with few.

Talking about the one above us, I heard he doesn’t exist anymore,

But the truth is that your glance is as good as worshipping at his door.

Oh short lived love but colorful love

Since the time you left, my lips haven’t stopped complaining

Ever since the ship of my heart has been dangling and sinking…

And now the tears have begun a revolt

My heart is now overflowing with tears, so cold.

Your absence is interrupting my life…

Ever heard of a broken heart that still wants to beat?

Because now the heartbeat is almost a need…

Pain has never been a one way transaction, so can you please stop hurting?

The day you will realize this, oh you will be back with your love spurting.

Just one question – why is this life becoming a haunt?

Awaiting the last breath has pretty much become a want

I am done calling out for you, now it’s your decision

Not sure what I am waiting for, but waiting has become a habit, without compulsion….

Silence – a Punishment

When words become unclear I will content with silence and the sound that will make is not going to be pleasant, I promise…!”

-Self

The most awaited dusk has now gone

Believe me, it still hurts at the same place

We haven’t spoken a word and here comes the dawn

Times haven’t changed, my heart still gets lost in the same old maze

In this new world of mine, i am still reminded of you and old times

As they begin to drag me to the past

Its my right and my wish as well

Let me just stay unconscious, it heals me fast

If you ever miss me, just close your eyes

Even closed eyes can give you satisfaction immense

Its your destiny, your path, your tries

Still the pain in MY heart grows dense

It’s because of you there exists a weird happiness

Life isn’t the same unfair game for everyone

The words that didn’t do their magic then

See – without a word spoken now, the game is done

Loved you to moon and back

and faced the consequence

These wishes don’t ever come true

Regardless of what you gain, the lesson here is

At this point in time, life always turns blue

Let this dream be a dream for ever

Because when love scars it cuts deep

Its impossible to bear this pain again

Its difficult to say goodbye once again, for the promises you didn’t keep…

The Odd One

Oh the odd one

You are the special one

You are the bright one

You are the charming one

You are the strong one

Any when you feel you are odd one,

Remember there is someone for everyone

The moon has stars

The Sun has rays

Wounds have scars

Nights have days

And life must go on..

Clouds make thunders

Thunders make rains

Rains do wonders

When they wash your pain

And life must go on..

I sit idle wondering

If i truly was healed

My heart goes out for all

Whom time has sealed

And life must go on..

There is someone for all

No one is alone

No one is destined to fall

No one deserves to be thrown

And life must go on..

The Final Goodbye…

Him to her…

Like spring you bloomed and spread your fragrance around me
Gave meaning to everything meaningless that I wouldnt see

Truly loving every moment that crossed our way

Without looking into my eyes reading the words I didn’t say

My words won’t bring you back I know because I have to tried

My tears won’t do any magic either I know because I have cried…

Her to him..

Think of the happy memories we have made

That’s all you are left with or you can let them fade

I will be walking with you in the hot sun
While you are walking on the path we used to have fun

Let me be the breeze that whispers in your ears
Let my heart be yours for all the coming years

Remember, the final days are always a test
But remember me when I was at my best…

Shades of Emotions

Image from Seema Pillay

Thoughts have no limits

“The moment we cry in a film is not when things are sad but when they turn out to be more beautiful than we expected them to be.”
― Alain de Botton
 
 
You are the one who colored my world, as I made this turn and entered your life,
You are the one who gives life to my breath, while I try to make this life worthwhile.
 
 
When you’ll be far I’ll hear you close, when you’ll be close I’ll hear you within,
When I’ll be far you’ll feel me close, when you close your eyes, a dream will begin.
 
 
The sun will shine, the stars will blink, the moon will stare as you come in my arms,
The arms will drop to hug you tight, here comes my lucky charm…
 
 
When I taste your kiss and tell you I missed, the unendurable pain will come alive,
When you feel my pain, and miss me the same just close your eyes and find me arrive.
 
 
Lonely Nights with lovely thoughts, I am counting days with painful heart
My beautiful love, I hate to accept I thought that we could stay apart.
 
 
Some thoughts will come and days will pass while you will sleep and I’ll be awake
While you are asleep and dreaming of me, a promise to you is what I will make.
 
 
Hold me tight still let me go when time comes for me to leave your world,
When your world is made with all new hopes, I will come back in like a shining pearl.
 
 
Pain will go while love will stay, when you come back smiling in my life,
On your side you will see me bright, you will always find me by your side.

I Will Not Die a Half-lived Life

Do what you feel in your heart to be right, for you will be criticized anyway.
                                                                                                          –Eleanor Roosevelt
I am not a supermom but I am definitely a working mom and love my family and will go to any extent for their sake. I have not yet reached to a stage in this life where I can say that I have sacrificed a lot for my family but I am sure it’s getting there.
I still feel that I need to go for my passion and prove to myself that I can do it, not that I have doubts on my capabilities but because I have understood that passion is something you don’t have to do but if you don’t do it, one day suddenly you will realize that you have started calling it “hobby”. But let me tell you and myself that there is a very slight difference between passion and hobby. Passion is something for which you take out time from your busy schedule but hobby is something you do when you get some time from your busy schedule…you see the difference…
When people don’t get passionate about their passion they mostly don’t get a second chance. They probably just end up writing their passion under “interests” in their profile on different social networking sites like I did and I hate to say that. Its fine if you are not living your passion at this moment, as long as you know that you have one and you have the potential to achieve that dream someday.
What is your passion? Give it a serious thought. When you come up with it write it in a piece of paper and keep in your wallet or stick it on the bathroom mirror. I am sure you see those everyday. That’s the way to go for it! There is a famous saying “Every great dream starts with a dreamer” God has never asked for your ability. He is just waiting to see when you will be available. And remember time is ticking…