A Disappointed Soul

I am not too motivated to make a sketch so I am just posting the poem. Hope someone out there will relate…

Sometimes all you need is to keep you to yourself, Because you know no one but you will understand you here.

It feels like you live in a world of fake beings, And the one voice that will sooth your soul, is just not there…

Shall I fly to the land of escape called sleep or Shall I call out for you hence feel at peace, are you willing to share?

I made it to this, by giving away my peace, do you think what happened to me, is all fair?

Occasionally love comes to my mind, when I see those birds flying in pair.

It’s not that I am immune to this pain, but I wonder who anyway here wants to care…

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Friends

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The meaningless silly talks

Those soap bubbles

The fun life with friends

The purest of the cuddles.

The night time blabbering

The craziest of the riddles

Sharing secrets in the dark

When life appeared like puzzle

My Crushed Soul

I sat with my solitude and asked her,

Why is today more depressing than yesterday

My sunless life daunting my present,

I am so much more in pain and dismay..

Terrified by what has come to my thoughts,

Horrified by what will come to me as a whole,

Nullified by what I stand as, in this world,

Petrified I look at the mirror and calm my bereft soul…

Heartbroken and left in clouds of sorrow,

Greater than my faith, hides my fear in the dark,

Chilling my bones, Dampening my thoughts,

What is left, is no more going to ignite a spark.

Anything for you

“Gar zindagi mein mil gaye phir ittefaaq se
Poochhenge apana haal teri bebasi se hum

Anonymous

Kya khali tha aapke qalb ka wo kona, ya meri aariz mein Pyaar ka rang tha bhara
Jo tamaam umra beetne k baad is aarazoo mein hum gulistaan tak aa gaye…

Bujhte hue ko imdaad ka dilaasa dene Machalti ulfat ko dilaab ka bharosa dene, Kuch jayaz se ishq me shareekh hone hum falak ke us paar tak aa gaye…

Ek qadam kya badhaya tha raah-e-shauq mein, teri khwabeeda aankhon ki kasam hamdum, manzil ka to pata nahi par lagta hai shayad apne anjaam tak aa gaye.

The more I long, the more I fade…

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“The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.
Breathing your air…. touching your skin…
… Saying goodbye….
The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.”

– Ranata Suzuki

Following something that doesn’t exist

Was it a wave that she couldn’t resist

Happiness was a choice and she said never

Cut it open or stitch it back – you will always find it bleeding, because sadness here lasts for ever

Moonlight gushing in through the vent brightening a small part

But the brightness can’t illuminate the darkness that surrounds her heart

Living in a nightmare, more than often she wakes up from sleep

With deep invisible wounds that are more painful than anything that bleeds

She slips into empty spaces between words

She will disappear some day like flying birds

Thy cannot hold her in arms, but do hold her memory in high regard

She will never be in thy life, but she will leave her prints in the heart

Her irreparably broken heart will be broken again

There is no real joy, anyway she wasn’t here for gain

She wants to turn around and tell the world she’s there

But she is moaning in sorrow not knowing whether she will land safely or be scattered everywhere…

Sketch # 8 – Being your’s

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Here it’s safe, here it’s warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you.

Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games

My heart sings a song, incomplete

Incomplete in many ways

Waiting for your heart to whisper back

Whisper those words I want to hear, it says

It burns in fire until it soaks in your love

It clouds my mind, it tricks my brains
I am falling, I am melting, I am drowning

You don’t even know I am bursting into flames

Sketch # 7 – Let the magic begin

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Still unsure which pain is worse — the shock of what happened or the pain of what never will…

When I carry your heart

I carry the weight of what can’t be explained

I hereby break the rules

And leave myself unchained

Walking in a tunnel meant to be dark

To my surprise it’s glowing with sparks

Sparks of life not meant to be here

Less to be held with joy, doesnt feel far but never felt near

I live in this world I don’t belong to without a doubt

But that’s the world I can’t live without..