To whomever it may concern…

The chrysalis around me is so deceiving

Your Ellision has caused a pain

And the pain is so ineffable

Inexorably I try to make my world work

Through the mist I still see you

I hear that lullaby that puts me in peace

I hear your footsteps coming to calm me down

Oh wait it’s not you, it’s your shadow

I played with it for a while until reality hit me

I realize you are here but still not with me

I am sinking in Cascade of those thoughts

Drowning myself into everlasting pain

I am here and I wish I could see you

How could you just go away

You forgot everything and here I am still waiting

Waiting to be seen, waiting to be hugged, waiting to be carried, waiting to be kissed, waiting to be with you for one last time…