I sat with my solitude and asked her,
Why is today more depressing than yesterday
My sunless life daunting my present,
I am so much more in pain and dismay..
Terrified by what has come to my thoughts,
Horrified by what will come to me as a whole,
Nullified by what I stand as, in this world,
Petrified I look at the mirror and calm my bereft soul…
Heartbroken and left in clouds of sorrow,
Greater than my faith, hides my fear in the dark,
Chilling my bones, Dampening my thoughts,
What is left, is no more going to ignite a spark.