Shades of Emotions

Everyone misses their kids when they are away from them. I wrote this when my daughter went on vacation to India for 3 long months. I wrote this to tell her that not just this life, it’s every life I want her to be mine! I hope she reads it some day (before I die)

Miles to go Before I sleep

Image from Seema Pillay

Thoughts have no limits

“The moment we cry in a film is not when things are sad but when they turn out to be more beautiful than we expected them to be.”
― Alain de Botton
You are the one who colored my world, as I made this turn and entered your life,
You are the one who gives life to my breath, while I try to make this life worthwhile.
When you’ll be far I’ll hear you close, when you’ll be close I’ll hear you within,
When I’ll be far you’ll feel me close, when you close your eyes, a dream will begin.
The sun will shine, the stars will blink, the moon will stare as you come in my arms,
The arms will drop to hug you tight, here comes my lucky charm…
When I taste your kiss and tell you…

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Peacefully Blended

Painted my Seema Pillay


“Past is for reference, not for residence”


As I dance here with you,

I let my heart go

As white clouds scudding across the blue skies

You emerge like a rainbow that peacefully blended

The petrichor is driving me happy

I am here to embrace this life again

Your aurora is mesmerizing

I am truly in love with you, no pain

I have never pretended

I don’t want to live in solitude anymore

There are colors of rainbow in the air

Fear doesn’t tremble me anymore

I am bombinating like a bumble bee

The feeling is ineffable

The epoch with fears has ended

I fly above the clouds

Away from the past

I want to hold the moon

I am glad I m here at last

I want to look up high, I want to make it all right

I don’t want to hold myself back

I have the power to change my world

Look up, the sky is not really black

Its the sun who goes down to brighten the stars pearled

Look up high, it shines like sun in the night sky

Its not the sun, its the moon

See those stars who are twinkling to make someone smile

Even the brume is going to go away soon

I am back to live life in the deep 

I have found I got miles to go before I sleep…

State of Confusion

I wrote this a while back, but it goes so well with my “Fighting Depression” post that I felt like re-blogging it.

Miles to go Before I sleep

Image from Seema Pillay 

State of Confusion

– Seema

“One of the hardest decisions in life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder…”

A thought that can make your heart burn
A journey that can give you so much to learn
A experience that your heart will always yearn
Its almost a road which has no return

A gushing wind warns you to take a u-turn
A wish is blown and now ready to burn
A mind that is lost already is forced to churn
Its almost a road which has no return

Teaching yourself to always do the right
Speaking the truth and including the word ‘might’
It sure will come back one day to bite
And you will see yourself reaching new heights

It will hurt when the thought will hold you so Tight
Still with a hope, You will stare at that ray of Light
Trying hard, to…

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The Versatile Blogger Award

Versatile Blogger

I truly didn’t think this was coming my way. I am flattered and want to thank Quirky Kay to nominate me for this award. Please do visit her amazing blog.

The rules for accepting this award are simple;

  • Write 7 interesting facts about yourself
  • Nominate amazing bloggers for this award

So here are 7 interesting facts about me:

  1. I look simple but I am complicated 🙂
  2. I empathize with people’s feelings too well.
  3. I am not afraid of ghosts, in fact I want to encounter one 😉
  4. I am ruled by my guts
  5. I don’t like giving explainations
  6. I have a soft heart
  7. I strongly believe people can change personalities in middle of their life based on circumstances.

My Nominations – You all would have received such multiple awards but after reading your blogs I am curious to know 7 interesting facts about you 🙂 so i nominated you both


Sulaiman Hafeez

Get to Know Me Tag

Thank you Novus for tagging me on this one. It’s always great to know people and share about yourself. Who knows what you may find similar!


Answer the questions given below
Credit the creator of the tag
Nominate 5/+ bloggers


In Mars, the sunsets are blue, what do you think if one day our sunsets will start to be blue too?


Sunsets are always beautiful. I will still admire them.

My Nominees are not the people I know very well but the ones I would like to know about although I have known them only for merely 2 weeks now…

Exploring the World around us



Scarlett Hazlewood

Roberts Widagdo

Question: Are you a selfie fan? If yes why? if no why?

Fighting Depression

Painted by Seema Pillay

The Lost Reality

“Monsters don’t sleep under your bed, they scream inside of your head”

Depression is not jut sadness, it’s a disease – talk to your loved ones and get help

I am drowning in a cascade of thoughts

It drags me down towards a deceiving tranquility

Suddenly I feel encompassed by an unknown fear

And hear a whisper in my ears, “hey, its me – the depression…”

I can’t make out the voice, it’s so nebulous

I hate this moment when my fearless mind goes hollow

I don’t know where i am heading

But surely like hypnotized, i follow…

“Are you in pain?” Asked the voice

Something inside me said “Yes, i am. I don’t have a choice”

It poked again “Are you in pain?”

My fearless mind said “Why should I tell you, what do I gain”

It nudged again “Are you broken”

I nodded my head, with words unspoken

Then it rained on me…

It crawled all over me making its way from my toe to the head

Rupturing every memory that came its way and left it bled

My secret sorrows are out, the world knows my fears

I don’t want to wake up now, i am in dearth of tears

The mascara of my eyes is all over my face

Is there anyone who can help me see myself, no – there is no trace…

The voice is gone far but left me with a feel

My wounds won’t show anymore because my heart is now sealed

The forgotten one…

Painting by Seema Pillay


“I feel my heart ache, but I’ve forgotten what that feeling means”

– Chuck Palahniuk

Tears roll down like flowers from her eyes

She must have been through a lot

What looks like bunch of flowers to you

That might be all she got…

She holds the burden in her strong shoulders

Yes bravely, she has fought

The depth of her wound is beyond any measurement

She is tied to her pain in the hardest of knots

Her heart bleeds and spreads the love

But the fresh cut wounds, beginning to clot

She stands tall to remind them of her

About her life – Half misused, half forgot…

Blue and White Dreams

Image from Seema Pillay


She dreams blue she dreams white

What has come true has never been bright

She gathers all the courage to dream allover again

Yet she is sick for fear, for it may be all in vain

The dream that gave her happiness first.

Their pleasures here are past, and so is their pain

She died several times, several times she rose again

But No one could see her shadow suffering in pain

Now she wonders when shall they meet again

In thunder lightning or rain?




Ocean of Dreams

Painting by Seema Pillay

Ocean of Dreams

“Your commitment had the power to shake the very foundation of this universe”

Peace in my dream

I dream for peace

Its an ocean full of wishes

The moment I want to seize

I painted my dream

A dream full of wishes

I won’t let it go

I will hold it with my kisses

The dream i will paint

I will hold it forever

But it will never come true

It will lie on my stiches

You can’t handle the truth

Its worse than those stiches

My dream calls for me

I will be back, for it misses…

This ain’t the end

I long for that horizon

Where the dreams behold them

And i wait for those bridges…